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mngu lpas aq tdo umh dy...best sgt...apy pn ad gak la..dpt bsme nan owg yg trsyg...tp ble blik dr umh dyaq trbce msg kt fb dy nan atul..erm...bru la aq tau saat 2 cmne kmesraan dwng...mngkin ni tuhan nk tnjukn kt aq..tok ni sume...hnye tuhan je yg tau btape pdihnye ati aq nan mnitisnye aur mta aq wktu 2...aq tau 2 slh aq..aq brngkyt nan kmeng..aq pts nan dy..tp 2 x brmkne aq bnci dan x syg dy ag...erm..khdran aq di umh dy bgaikn cm pnghalang tok dwnh nk chatng,,msg n kol...erm..sdih kn lau kwng bce msg pakwe kwng cmn2...dan wktu gak la aq pt tau yg prasaan dan ati dy da xde kt aq ag..mkin brkurang..sumpah sdih sgt..slme ni dy msg aq..kol aq...aq pk dy btol2 ikhls tok tnggu aq...tp....erm...lau aq tau dan bce msg 2 dr awl..aq xkn kapel nan dy blik...aq tau dy bgia lau dy nan atul...dy apy.ad owg amek brt ttg dy...tp sume da trlmbt...then..aq pk bek aq lpekn je...dan mybe bnde ni blku time kteowwng ptus..tp x smudah yg aq sngke...ble blik dri kedah..bnde2 brlku lg...dy ckp dy nk kol atul..mnk msg tp aq ad..so x blh nk kol atul...sdih x kwng???aq pk dy da brubh..tp xpn...siap nk love la ap la..sumpah aq ckp..aq brngkt nan kmeng pn x mcm 2...bkn aq jelez sbb kmeng x cm2..tp ni pcl raid pkwe aq...erm...mle dr 2 la aq nan dy asyk nk gdoh je...tp nk wt cmne kn..trime je la..slgi yg aq mmpu...hurm.....




aq sbnrnye syg kn dy sgt2...aq lau blh aq xnk khlgn dy...ckup la skli aq khlgn dy sbb aq yg wt hal..tp..aq x blh trime knytaan dgn ap yg da blku...sumpah x blh...erm...bkn aq x cbe tp....ntah la..ssh nk ckp....bkn aq x bg dy msg nan spe2...tp bg aq cre dy 2 yg mmbuat kn aq brtmbh2 jelez..erm...lau kwng kt tmpt aq mst kwng alkn gase apeyg aq gase skrg ni...


ari2 kteowng gduh...sumenye x kne...ap slah aq ???slh keaq tgr n larang dy spye x trs kn hbgn dwng???ye aq tau,,dlu aq pn sme cm2..tp elok ke cre cm 2??dgn mmbls blik pd owg yg trsyg??lau btul la dy syg kn aq...dy x prlu nk mmbls blik dgn tok mnjelez kn aq...lau owg len xpe la gak...tp ni kwn bek aq..erm...


skrg ni..aq hnye mmpu ckp kt dy yg aq xkn amek tau ap2 ag pcl dy..dan aq xksh lau dy nkmsg nan spe pn..walaupn dlm hkiktnye 2 sume bkn keinginan aq dan bkn plihan ku..biar la..aq nk dy tau yg aq wt ni sume tok dy..biar la dy bgia nan owg yg dy syg...erm..


ai2 aq abiskn mse aq nan dy lme sgt....saat 2 la aq rase khangatn cnta dy pd aq...tp ble kteowng brpsah je mcm2 jd...asyk gdoh je..pnt sgt...aq tkot sgt aq khlgn dy..tp lau xde jdoh aq nan dy..aq trime..sti ad hkmahnye..ni sume ktntuan tuhan kn..erm....