something happen to me or him????!!!!!!!!!!

hmm...sumpah aq bsan...aq bsan nan keadaan skrg ni...kwn2 aq bgia je nan psngn dwng..tp aq???
ye aq tau ni sume ujian dr TUHAN...tp.....hm....ntah la..xde spe yg blh phm keadaan aq ni...
is..awk tau x yg sy ni  syg awk..npe awk blh brubah cni skli???npe???npe!!!!!!!!!
skit ati ke awk kt sy???bnci ke awk pd sy??ap slh sy is???awk len sgt skrg ni...sy da cbe da wak...sy da cbe ubh awk cm dlu..tp ble sy sdg mncbe..msti awk akn pk len..awk mst nk merendah dri awk..npe wak...npe smpai cmni???hnye di sbbkn kite x pt kuar bersme ai2...awk trs jd cni..jp bek jp x...ap snbrnye awk nk ni???tlg la is??sy da buang sft ego sy...sy da sbr nan prubhan awk yg skrg ni...tp tlg la sy jgk wak....sy nk kn is yg dlu wak...bkn yg skrg!!!!!!ubh la wak...sy da x snggup da...tp lau cmni je..smpai ble nk bek wak...sy blh tlh awk..tp awk pn kne tlg dri awk jgak is...tlg la...kciankn la sy is...hnye 2 yg sy mnx dr awk is..2 je..x lbh...hmmm.....